?I'm glad you've moved on.

And found someone new.

It's my turn to move on as well then.

Oh god, why do I feel like killing you, and then myself?

I'm so tired.

Of this chasing.

It's like I'm chasing pirates.

What am I to do oh lord.

I'm not a lost sheep, but I'm a battered shepherd.

Teach me, and show me the way.

You chose to be alone.

You chose to be by yourself.

So now stop whining about being helpless.

Want to stay in hall?

Go ahead...

I just want my life back.

And you.

Yes you, you can stop it with your games.

You are, just, so sickening.

Loving you,

Was probably the biggest blunder i've made in my life.

Loving you, AGAIN.

Was my first left leg in the coffin.

Thanks.

So what in the world.
Do you actually appreciate?

You piece of shit.
Can you learn to be a little more responsible with your fucking actions.

Why do you do this to me.

You penetrate right through me.

Everytime I wind up, back at your door.

Your perfect love.

Your perfect love.

My perfect love.

Till you give a little more baby.

Good night sweet love.
Good night.

What sweet sin, my lips have tasted.

But, what sweet pleasure, did the heart suffer.

I want you, I really do.

My god, what am I to do.

Did i do the right thing this time?

Or did i do it wrongly again?

Oh lord god, please guide my path.

I want to be out of this, confusion, and misconception.

How many times, do you want to do things of such ridiculous scale and meaning.

I've had it, as a boyfriend.

And now you still expect me to withstand such bullshit of yours?

I'm just trying to maintain a positive relationship here, and you are simply, being simply a bitch about it.

You think it's funny?

Yeah, you think everything is funny.

My stupid mouth's got me in trouble.

I said too much again.

For the time, since the day yesterday.

I could see, she was offended.

Could see her, just dying for a subject change.

I'll take you a little higher.

Then a little deeper.

I'll take you on that ride, that you wanted all your life.

You had your hands, gripping my bared back.

Scratching your inches down in my skin.

As you flushed your head back, sliding your arms around my neck.

Telling me, your not there yet.

I bit those soft bottom lips, and held you in by the waist.

Your muscles tensed, it gripped me hard.

Sliding motionlessly into that void of ecstasy.

There you laid, and that was all, you just laid there.

Yiliang, as long as you do know that what you are doing is right.

And only have other's ahead of you, in times, when they are in need.

As long you as can sleep at night knowing that you've done nothing wrong.

Do what you have to do,

And don't let someone else steal your heart. =)

You know what,

Fuck me and mrs jones.

It never fucking existed.

The only thing that existed, was your world, and your little sky. ; )

I've seen things better now.

You live, what you wanna live, do what you wanna do, plainly ridiculous.

You think you've got better control of your life.

So be it, i'm through with you.

4.20pm.

I'm finally home from work.

Feeling maybe just a little lost.

But it's okaye.

I'll get use to it, I already am half used to it.

I just have to stop the temptations to talk to her at all.

How can such, a sweet love turn so sour?

It's funny. Real funny.

Now, she'll go her way.

And i'll go mine.

But tomorrow, we'll met, the same place, the same time...

It just gets more and more ridiculous each day.

What has it become.

This time I want it all.
Showing you all the cards.
Giving you all of my heart.
This time i'll take the chance.
This time i'll be your man.
I can be all you need.
This time, it's all of me.

You lie
You cheat
You steal.

Why.

Turn the lights on.

There's nothing more you can hide.

I see you hiding in your corner.

That's enough now.

; )

You don't love me like you said you do.
You don't want me, the way that i want you.
You don't love me, like you said you do.

Oh, can I give me some satisfaction?

Such a pain, such a pain, once so many times.

Love me,
Hate me,
Say anything you want about me.

Cause baby, you'd only do it, cause you still love me. ; )

It's not that i didn't care.
It's that i didn't know.
It's not what i didn't feel.
It's what i didn't show.

Oh lord, tell me what is right.

And then tell me what is wrong.

Tell me what am i suppose to do.

Tell me what she is trying to tell me.

I want to give up.

I really do, oh lord, just give me the strength, to work another day.

Why does it always seem so simple to you.

When i'm busting my ass off, trying to move on.

I'll tell you why.

Because never in my life, have i promised anyone.

My very life itself.

And here you come along, just to break everything to see.

When you felt like doing it.

lies lies lies lies lies.

I'm sick and tired of lies.

sick and tired of you taking me for granted.

I hate you, i really hate you so god damn much.

Do you know how much i love you.

Why do you have to do this to me again and again and again.

All i wanted, was for you to love me too.

Was it that difficult?

Was it?...